A Fragile Thing

Fragile things

Even my voice came from other worlds. I was embalmed in my own secret vertigoes. I was suspended over the world, seeing what road I could tread without treading down even clay or grass. My step was a sentient step; the mere crepitation of gravel could arrest my walk.

When I saw you, Sabina, I chose my body.

I will let you carry me into the fecundity of destruction. I choose a body then, a face, a voice. I become you. And you become me. Silence the sensational course of your body and you will see in me, intact, your own fears, your own pities. You will see love, which was excluded from the passions given you, and I will see the passions excluded from love. Step out of your role and rest yourself on the core of your true desires. Cease for a moment your violent deviations. Relinquish the furious indomitable strain.

I will take them up.

Cease trembling and shaking and gasping and cursing and find again your core which I am. Rest from twistedness, distortion, deformations. For an hour you will be me; that is, the other half of yourself. The half you lost. What you burnt, broke, and tore is still in my hands: I am the keeper of fragile things and I have kept of you what is indissoluble.

Even the world and the sun cannot show their two faces at once.

So now we are inextricably woven. I have gathered together all the fragments. I return them to you. You have run with the wind, scattering and dissolving. I have run behind you, like your own shadow, gathering what you have sown in deep coffers.

Anaïs Nin (From “Does Anyone Know Who I am” in House of Incest)

5 responses

  1. Do they say that poetry is what you make of it? And that no two folks read a piece in just the same way? Perhaps. What I do know, is that this piece has struck several chords with me. Thanks. It made me think and go places, today, that I would other now have visited. D

    November 30, 2014 at 1:17 pm

  2. sunsetdragon

    I really like this.

    November 30, 2014 at 4:22 pm

  3. Absolutely gorgeous! The delicacy, the colour, the flavour.

    November 30, 2014 at 4:45 pm

  4. Wow to the image. I assume you’ve seen this clip from “Dangerous Minds”: Was she, in her poetic prose, speaking metaphorically or literally? Fascinating. Fragments of the self. The film is groundbreaking for the fifties. Beautiful image here, Lemony, and beautifully illustrative of the narrative. I like it very much.

    November 30, 2014 at 10:05 pm

  5. Best wishes for health, happiness, peace, and prosperity to you and yours in 2015!

    January 1, 2015 at 9:43 pm

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